in LA he came out of this funk. it was not just refreshing but inspiring to see him not act like this http://tinyurl.com/6dwcg7u aloof, guarded. his entire mannerisms were different. its a powerful thing seeing firsthand how much someones physicality can drastically shift affected by something like comfort. esp in a similarly media-controlled setting, a staged interview. its depressing to think that someone so emotionally powerful governs themself by a code of publicity, terms on how to act confident while youre broken down by so many people taking your image into what they make of you to be important.
its like things are so scarily out of control to him he cant face it, he has to put on this costume and pretend like hes comfortable publicizing himself when really hes so ashamed of something.
it makes me feel like 15 years of devoting yourself to a public-run business makes you think youre so confident when really the life inside you has been put out by the fact that youre so guarded of other peoples opinions
